4th sem was supposed to be a “करो या मरो” sem for me. I never ever thought that my rank in any class would plunge below 30. Everytime I thought abt improving it, studying hard, amending some of the college codes but @ the execution part I failed miserably. However this time I gathered some non-Abhilash type attitude and decided to give studies a try. I thought to make this sem work. So I will work harder than before. On getting the result, I will keep it up. But if the result would be same, then I will be back to old college principle of ” no study, only fun”.

So, I was waiting for 4th sem result with the kind of anxiousness I dispalyed during my JEE result. And when I heard my result, I was extremely satisfied. I have got 8.84. Though I m not aware of my rank, but I feel it should be good. It is especially good in the light of the fact that I must have not received marks in my nightmare Grand Viva where I kept uttering “I don’t know”. I must have scored worse in my NSO credits, my Practicals. Even then if I have received 8.84, I have every right to celebrate as if I am a topper.

This result has been like “संजीवनी बूटी” for me. I have regained my earlier confidence that I can beat anyone anytime if I do labour. I have regained my faith over my abilities. And this feeling is something which I was lacking since I received my first sem result. Well, I feel that there has enough of blabbering and I should stop now. Though I feel so delighted that I can even write a book or so.